NOT enough time

Okay so swimming suit season is fast approaching. I need to get a better routine to work out at the Y. Also need to put the boys into some summer fun time for them and mommy only time for me. I can't wait for my trip over the memorial day weekend to colorado. My husband's sister has been brave enough to offer to watch our two rambucious boys for two days while we get a second type honeymoon in a Colorado Mountain Cabin! My littlest Kolbster is really growing up and I am feeling a yearning for a little girl (thanks to my neighbors little one) , but enjoying some of my free time. Ya know being a mommy is a hard thing because you give up a little of yourself Wait Who am I kidding you pretty much commit to giving up your life for at least five years until school starts. LOVE IT, but resent it such a struggle!! I LOVE MY BOYS, but oh how nice it would be to have a little girl!! Maybe I should wait and just adopt later. NEWAYS praying for god to give me direction he wants me to go in my life and thinking it might have something to do with postpartum depression just trying to think what exactly I can do to help others.


Tiffany